My feeling is so peaceful and happy!I have a smile on my face(: haha "I'm not a emotional being!But, a spiritual being!!" - Thats what coach julian said, during the dg gathering (meeting). And of course there some more that touches my heart!:D Thank you Coach, thats what i need!!haha

there were a few things happened this week, which i'm feeling not that good lah (but i'm a spiritual being rite!?haha) - my beloved grandpa who had left this world when i was p1..so sad ahh, i can see like my friends and even my good friends who grandpa is around..I miss him lah..

but i believed that he's in heaven now, with the lord, having fun!haha. as" one person of the family is saved, the whole family is saved!" thats what the bible said. Ohh btw my grandpa's brother who is now 83 years old now (if i not wrong, if not is older) is hospitalised! I'm shocked lah! and what i heard from my dad, as he went to visit him yesterday with my grandma, he gotten so skinny that u will feel hurt! i felt upset lah! That i heard if he need to go operation, it will be a suffering for him where chance for survival is small..and will left early But he's quite "great"" lo , smoke from young till now!!...okay okay sorry about that..

But what can i say i Prayed in Jesus name, he will be healed!and will be saved! I felt that i'm so selfish or bad lah, when my dad is talking to my mum about this , when i thought of "why not try doing Holy commium..or ask him if he will like to accept Jesus as his Lord and saviour. Just dun care what the ppl there think lo, just do whatever, as u are GREAT AS JESUS LIVES IN US!!"Yepp, feel bad sia..

k nvm lah..

another thing, went for service today. Thought of not going in the 1st place and tml too, but go because dean go, haha. As i need to ask qns for my chem as THIS COMING MONDAY IS MY CHEM PAPER!!! yeah lo.. as dickson also pursed him out too..haha(: But, tml not going still, haha. Feel quite bad sia

Today during pw when i heard that my dearest friend cel who i realli took her as dearest although is just a friend, lost her memory, due to over took of panodols which this what dick said as i could not believe thats true lah!!!I just could not believe that it's true lo! I felt so upset lo:( [Is my friend leh ] I kept rejecting the fact it is( hey i'm not jokking hor!)

Feel so unappectance... Nvm! Ibelieve in Jesus name that she will recover from her memory soon gloriously and favour, because memory is the most preious in life!amen!

Its like u wont bear to forget who or what ur gf is, rite!? (but of if u are a girl,is bf lah...) and also u wont want to forget ur good friends rite!!? [ I wont want man! They are the ones placed so preiously in my heart and life!] Yeah. Thank you Daddy God, Abba for them all!! i love them(:haha, especially my bros. and also my school friends. I dun noe why leh, at this point of time when sec 5 is gonna end soon, i got feeling miss them more and more.. Hope will still keep in contact!Jesus will bring us back together, especially the ones who i treasured. (i will write all of them down the next post. Because i cant bear to forget them.although its like few years later??i think, which i probaly will still remember them. But, u wont know that about 10 or 20 years down the road..)

Btw thanks you bro dean for teaching me chem..haha, and shaun too for coming to help me(:haha

Okay write till here...